Sometime...somehow..I used to like stay alone self... at least i need not to care about people ,take any responsible..communicate with people.. i just need a space enough to put myself ,and i will barrier it... i don't wan any ppl,thing,memory to go through inside my heart,my mind.. i hate this kind of feeling.. thing.. sometime it made me hurt.. when i reminisced ..that's totally sucked ! maybe i like to isolate myself as a stranger.. i dun like to pretend this,pretend that.. it tasteless... and completely FUCKED ! ..Oh goshh.. the life now i passed everyday aren't i hope?? it like a routine.. repeat repeat and repeat... and my dream... almost broken.. i no expect that i can study abroad to there anymore..hopeless dude.. I,ganyeeming,18years old, a graduated student,hopefull teenager.. aspire alot of thing.... but till now.. i need to redo,replan,recheck.. many thing.. many person.. many memory.. soon i gonna delete all -.- it meaningless .. made my life worst than ever... haiz.. dunno write what la .. so depress now..... as our IELTS's tutor said.. u better open the window and jump out now~.. and what's the end? i guess REST IN PEACE..(R.I.P)
